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Step 1
■ We can only long for things we already know.
■ But things we already know are from the past, they are old, they are dead. – – – – –
■ So by satisfying those longings for dead things,
■ we are only getting dead things, things we already knew. – – – – –
■ Which leaves us, the eight billion on this planet, with a lot of dead rubbish, which is our pollution. – – – – –
■ The only way to solve this problem is to Stop Longing.
Step 2
■ We can’t long for something we don’t know.
■ Which means we can only long for something we already know.
■ But something we already know is from the past, it’s old, it’s dead. – – – – –
■ And since we, the eight billion people on this planet, are longing,
■ we are only longing for things we already knew, which are dead things. It can’t be otherwise.
■ So by longing we are only getting dead things, getting us an eight billion large Pile of dead things.
■ Which is our environmental pollution. – – – – –
■ The only way to solve this problem is to STOP LONGING.
■ Which Buddha already told us to do, he called it NIRVANA.
The explanation
● We can’t long for something we don’t know. (Core 1.)
● Because we don’t know it.
● So we can only long for something we already know. (Core 2.)
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● Because we know that.
● But something we already know is something we already knew.
● Which is from the past.
● So it is old.
● So it is dead.
● So we can only long for something which is already dead. (Core 3.) – – – – –
● And since we are longing,
● and since we can only long for something which is already dead,
● we are longing for dead things. All the time.
● And this longing for dead things only gets us dead things. All the time.
● Because it were things we already knew,
● which were dead to begin with.
The theory
═ The longings are the key, because they trigger the Law of Attraction, which always works.
═ And the Law of Attraction does always work, because it is the same as Gravity!
═ And longings are a form of thoughts and thoughts have some weight, as all of our thoughts.
═ (Thoughts are of astral matter, which has weight. Little, compared to the heavier matter, but it has.)
═ That’s why our longings, like thoughts, are subsidiary to Gravity and attract what’s similar to them.
═ So we attract what we long for. (That’s the real ‘Secret’, but it’s a trap.)
═ Well, gravity does the attracting, not us, but anyway.
═ And longing for dead things, as we do, attract dead things (through Gravity, this ‘Law of Attraction’).
═ Always. Because gravity always works. – – – – –
═ So we are imprisoned in Gravity, which attracts everything we think of,
═ which attracts everything we long for…
═ So we are Imprisoned by our longing, our longing for dead things.
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A few things about the oldies. There is a more extended version furtheron:
I mentioned already what Buddha said: “Nirvana”. Which means: Being free from longings.
Lao-tse said: “Wu wei”, which means, in the right way translated, ‘don’t act with aforethought’. Which
just means: Be spontaneous. Act without inner deliberating before you act. And it’s what Buddha said,
because longings aren’t spontaneous at all.
The Bible says: ‘Don’t pluck fruit from the tree of knowledge, otherwise you will die’. And the tree of
knowledge is the brain. So the Bible says the same thing as Lao-tse did.
Jesus said: ‘Let the children come to me.’ Which also means be spontaneous, like children. So Jesus also
said what Lao-tse said. (Of course, it was also already in the Bible.) And He said what Buddha meant,
because children don’t have longings, they are spontaneous. – – – – –
So there is only ONE truth, being told to us through the ages by different people, in different books, in
different words, with the same message: get out of your mind, that’s not where real life is.
Be spontaneous.
Affirmations
Then I have a couple of special selected affirmations for you, fitting the subject. There is a more extended
version furtheron. Just read or write them each a couple of times every day. Preferably just after you woke
up.:
1: I am. Or 1b: I am who I am. Or 1c: I am the one I am.Or 1d: I am the one that I am.
2: I am Here. Or 2b: I am present. 2c: I feel my body. 2d: I listen to my body.
3: I am spontaneous. 3b: I live spontaneously. 3c: I act spontaneously.
4: I do what I feel like. 4b: I do what I want, if I feel like. 4c: I do the things I wanna do, if I feel like.
5: I make myself feel good.
6: I am free from my thoughts. 6b: I am free from my longings.
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7: I think realistically.
8: I let my thoughts flow freely. 7b: I let my thoughts go their own way.
9: I feel like I feel.
10: I go on with my (own) life.
Reading guide for the rest of the booklet
First I gave you already the shortest version in which basically everything is said. Then, there is Chapter
0, with, say, about ninety lines still short, in which I give you the complete essence of this booklet.
Chapter I is an extended version of those sixty seven lines. Near the end of page 8 you’re done with my
story basically, so you could stop reading there. But then you’d miss what the Oldies said, whose texts
say (in chapter II), in different words, what I said. (I think what the Oldies said is very important.)
Chapter III is about the work you can do to bring this theory to life, (if it didn’t do this to begin with).
Against the end there are a few sometimes very important thoughts marked with a ♦. It’s just 20 pages in
total. At the end there are some communications about rights. So here I go:
►But first I want to squeeze in a little talk about needs, before I go back to where I want to talk to you
about. Because needs are also a way to get something, but they are a totally different ballgame than
longings. Suppose you are hungry, which is a need, and you can satisfy that need by eating, then this need
is gone. Suppose you need to take a shit. Same story, when it’s gone, you don’t feel this need anymore. In
general you are not going to blow up your needs, because once you’ve satisfied them, you don’t feel them
anymore and then you let it rest. Well, some people don’t and then they are blowing it up, for instance the
need of food, but then it is mostly considered being an illness, obesity. And needs are not based in your
mind, they are based in your body, which is Here, in the Now.
With longings it’s different. They are based in your mind, they are something you fantasize about, and
while fantasizing about it, they are fake. Because what’s in your mind can be anywhere, it’s not Here. And
you can blow up your longings as much as you want, but that’s not being considered an illness (strangely
enough).
So needs won’t give you any trouble, in terms of this booklet, because they are always Here, in the Now.
Even the needs that are deformed by some mental illness, they’re also Here, in the Now. Although it
might be that they are mixed with some unnatural longings. But longings will give you trouble, once you
don’t know their basic character. And that’s what this booklet is about.
And then, when a need is satisfied, it’s gone, it’s out of your system, while, well, a longing is also out of
your system, when it’s satisfied, but then you’re going to find something else to long for, something you
don’t, ehh, need, while you are not going to extend this need (for taking a shit for example), because, ehh,
you don’t need to. But you are going to extend your longings, even when you don’t need to. (For more
expensive furniture, a bigger mansion, for instance, while you don’t need to.) (Although I think it’s
mostly based on some inferiority complex. People feel the, ehh, ‘need’ to blow themselves up. Or their
reality, hence the simulation.)
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So when you’ve satisfied a longing, say you’ve got your red Ferrari, then after a while you get bored and
then you start longing for a, of course, Maserati. Or you want an airfield mansion like John Travolta. (Go
see this people, (on youtube), it’s amazing. Well, it’s dead, but it’s amazing.)
Needs are part of real life. They pop up in the Now, Here, when you need something and they fade away
when you’ve satisfied that need. Then they’ll pop up again, once you need that something you need again,
say food or something, but that’s normal. ◄
Chapter 0
So, after I needed to talk to you about needs, here is chapter 0:
In still short, but a lot longer, still in essence, it’s like this, with all the thought jumps I had:
● About fifty years ago I was very depressed, suicidal even.
● I was so suicidal, because I couldn’t get what I longed for over and over.
(Yeah yeah, it was about a girl too. But read on, please, this is the last text you’ll ever have to read.) – – – – –
● Then some people, New-Agers, told me about the “Law of Attraction”.
● Using it I could get whatever I longed for, they said. (Which is also said about praying.)
● (Which proved to be true, by the way, but anyway.)
● But then I asked myself: “Can I really get whatever I long for with this Law of Attraction?”.
● A voice in my head – yèèès I’m one of those people – said:
● “Yes. You can long for what you long for (and get it), but
● You cannot long for something you don’t know (and get it).” (First core.)
● So we can’t long for something we don’t know (and get it). – – – – –
● Which would be the best way to get something New in our life,
● because something New is something we don’t know.
● And longing for something we don’t know,
● and getting something we don’t know,
● which would be something new,
● would be the best thing to do,
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● but we can’t.
● Because we can’t get something we don’t know,
● because we can’t long for it
● and attract it.
● Because getting something New is getting something we don’t know.
● And getting something we don’t know is something we can’t.
● Because we can’t attract it,
● by Gravity, the Law of Attraction.
● Because we can’t visualize it,
● which is needed to make the Law of Attraction, Gravity, work for us.
● So getting something New is impossible.
● [[Unless you participate in real life. But
● then you have to wait for your inner impulses
● and follow them.]]
● Besides, what we long for has always been already dead,
● because we already knew it.
● And then it’s from the past, it’s old, it’s dead.
● So we could never get something New by longing.
● We only would get dead things by longing.
● We can’t long for something New,
● because everything we long for is unavoidably always old, dead.
● Unavoidably.
● Because it’s from the past. – – – – –
● And then, the world of the things we don’t know is infinite,
● opposed to the tiny little world of the known we’re focused on.
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● So why keep focusing on this tiny little word of the known? Anyway. – – – – –
● So we can’t long for something we don’t know.
● Which also means in general, leaving this ‘New’ aspect aside for a moment:
● We cannot get something we don’t know (by Gravity, the Law of Attraction) either.
● Because you need a visualized longing to get the Law of Attraction to work.
● And you can’t create a visualized longing of something you don’t know.
● (I did say that already, didn’t I? Sigh.)
● So the Law of Attraction (and praying) canNOT give you whatever you long for.
● Because you can’t visualize it.
● So you can never get something you don’t know.
● Would you want to long for something you don’t know???
● Maybe you would, but you can’t, because it’s is impossible. – – – – –
● But something you don’t know is infinitely more than what you already know.
● And something you don’t know is always something new!
● So why not wait till something pops up from that realm of the unknown?
● So that it pop’s up by spontaneity?
● [[Which is real life.]]
● Because that’s the best thing to do?
● Isn’t it?
● Anyway. – – – – –
● So you can never get something new by using the Law of Attraction, Gravity or praying.
● Something really new.
● Something which wasn’t in your mind before.
● (From where you could have attracted it, by gravity.)
● So this claim that you can get whatever you want by this Law of Attraction or praying IS A LIE!
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● (So even the Bible is wrong here.) (Marc 11-24.)
● Well, you can get whatever you want,
● but you can’t get something you don’t know with it.
● Which means you can’t get something NEW with it.
● And (visualized) longings are needed to make the Law of Attraction, Gravity (and praying) work
● to get something New.
● Which doesn’t work if you want something New,
● because you can’t visualize something New.
● Because you can only visualize something you already know.
● Because you can only long for something you ALREADY know. (Second core.)
● (How to long for it otherwise?)
● So that’s the only thing you can visualize, something you already know. – – – – –
● But what you already know, (these longings), is from the past.
● How else could you have known them?
● So what you want, what you long for, is something from the past.
● (How to long for it otherwise.
● If you wouldn’t know it?
● If it’s not from the past?)
● But what is from the past is already old, it’s dead. It doesn’t move one bit (on it’s own).
● So what you want, what you long for, is already dead. (Painful core.)
● And it’s always been already dead.
● We can’t long for something New, which would be something living.
● (Or this new would be something dead we don’t know. Anyway.)
● Whatever it is, this New, it would be something from real life.
● And because we don’t know this something New, this something living,
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● this something from real life,
● we can’t long for it.
● And because everything we long for is unavoidably always dead.
● Well, we could long for it, although it’s unavoidably dead, but it would be dead.
● If it arose in the Now (on it’s own), it would have always been something alive.
● And we can’t make something live in the Now, we can’t.
● We can’t make a plant, an animal, a human being.
● Nohoo, we can’t make a human being.
● Well, after the by everybody known eternal dance, ages old, between a man and a woman,
● (this is a censored way of saying),
● they’ll have a baby.
● Well, they’ll probably have one,
● but they didn’t make this baby, it grows on its own.
● We can’t make it live in the womb of the woman, it lives on its own.
● We can’t even make an atom.
● If something is living in the Now, Here, it is always living on it’s own, not by us.
● Except we also live in the Now, Here, on our own,
● only we don’t live like it.
● We produce only dead things.
● Which makes the simulation.
● If you want, long for, a red Ferrari, it’s already dead. (It doesn’t move one bit (on it’s own)).
● It’s not only red, but it’s also dead. :))
● So satisfying our longings is useless, it only brings us old rubbish, dead things. – – – – –
● Which always happens through the unavoidable Law of Attraction, which always works, because
● it is just GRAVITY!!!.
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● Oh yeah.
● Because this Law of Attraction, Gravity, attracts what you are thinking of. Always.
● Oh yeah.
● And what you’re thinking of, what you long for, is already dead.
● Because you can only long for things you already know.
● And things you already know are old, are from the past, they are already dead.
[Did I already say that? Anyway.]
● So you can’t long for something else than dead things, things you already know.
● So you can’t get , by Gravity, something else than dead things, things you already know. – – – – –
● In fact, as soon as you think (of something), it’s already dead.
● Well, when it’s in your mind, in your thoughts, it’s dead, (there).
● Your thoughts are dead.
● Because you can only think of things you re-mem-berrrr……
● And as soon as you remember something, it’s already there (in your mind).
● And when it’s there by remembering, it’s from the past, it’s dead.
● Because you can only think of something when it’s literally (from the) past.
● And what’s (from the) past is dead.
● It doesn’t move one bit on it’s own.
● Because as soon as you start thinking, you lag behind the Now, where real life is.
● As soon as you start thinking, you’re out of the Here, the Here, where real life is. – – – – –
● Besides, thinking is using the Tree of Knowledge, (which is the brain).
● And you’ll end up dead doing that. (Bible.) (See the chapter about the oldies.) – – – – –
● And eight billion people are doing that, getting the dead things they long for, getting old rubbish,
● getting a pile of old rubbish, (mostly unconsciously) gotten by the Law of Attraction, by Gravity.
● Which brings us the gigantic environmental pollution, the Pile of Piles of old rubbish.
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● To solve this problem we have to STOP LONGING,
● (Buddha already said that.),
● which is Nirvana.
● (Buddha already gave it that name.) (See the chapter about the oldies.)
● Nirvana means: being free from longings. – – – – –
● The only real life is Spontaneous Life, without prefab longings. (Lao Tse already said that.)
● Lao Tse said: “Wu wei”, which means: Don’t act with a forethought.
● Which is: Don’t act with thinking before acting.
● Spontaneous living is without prefab thinking.
● And longings aren’t spontaneous at all.
● They have a history,
● a history, which is dead.
● The only real life is like children do, living spontaneous.
● Jesus already meant that.
● That’s why he said: “Let the children come to me”.
● It wasn’t because he was a pedophile, ohhhh nooooo.
● He wanted to explain something to us. Like he always did.
● Well, mostly. 🙂 – – – – –
● So the difference between dead life and real life is:
● Dead life is dead, gotten by satisfying our dead longings, getting dead things.
● And we have to create new dead things over and over, if we want to go on living this dead life.
● Which we do, this creating, this creating of dead things. – – – – –
● That’s why it’s called a Simulation. We create this simulation. And this simulation is dead.
● This simulation, our culture, is a product of our brain(s), which is dead.
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● (The product is dead, not the brain itself.) – – – – –
● Real life is living life, it consists of living things.
● Real life lives on on it’s own.
● Real life creates itself.
● Real life IS alive.
● It’s the living part of our reality. – – – – –
● Real life is part of us and we are part of real life, only what comes from our brain is dead.
● Only the spontaneous part of our life, IS alive.
● And that comes from inner impulses, intuition.
● Real life is Here.
● Real life is Now.
(Let me give you an example of a dead longing. Suppose you long for a red Ferrari. Then this red Ferrari
works like it should work, (let’s hope so), once you realized this longing for it, but in essence it’s a dead
thing. It doesn’t work, live, on it’s own. Like all the things we create, they are dead. Instruments,
furniture, toys, spaceshuttles, nuclear powerplants, baby carriages, and so on. This circular thingy in
France, Switzerland, which costs billions, to search for the most little thing there is, it’s dead. But that’s
not even what I mean. I mean the longing itself was already dead, not only what comes out of it, because
we can only long for something we already know, which is from the past, and the past is dead.)
Basically this is it, but:
You might think there is an exception to above written theory. The exception would be that you long for
someone to love. And this is a living person. But, is that a person living in real life? No. You ‘created’ this
person in your mind the way you want this person to be. But is there a living person like that? No, there is
not. He or she only ‘lives’ as a fantasy in your mind. That might be nice, but fantasies don’t belong to real
life. It’s just the opposite: fantasies help to create fake life, so you can escape from real life, especially if
real life is a burden for you.
Besides, you might stumble across the one who fits you in real life best and then you might not
‘recognise’ this person, because he or she is different from the one you created in your head. And then
you might overlook this person in real life, the person who fits you.
And if you are married (or something like that), the person you are married with is part of real life,
(except the simulated part), and is therefore changing all the time. So you have to pay attention to those
changes. You may even introduce yourself to your partner every morning after waking up… 🙂
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I think most divorces are caused by the fact that partners got estranged from each other, not paying
enough attention to what the person next to you is growing into.
Chapter 1
Chapter I. This is the extended version of the first, let’s say, ninety lines.
Hi there,
I am going to tell you the most terrible thing in the world. Which is: You are sooooo stupid. Oh yes you
are. Wanna know how I know this? Because I was as stupid as you still are for a couple of years.
I am going to tell you this to enlighten you. Yeeeees. To enlighten you, because you are sooooo STUPID.
Oooh yeeees. And I know this, because I was as stupid as you still are, until a couple of years ago. But
now I am going to tell you about my search from stupidity to enlightenment, which brought me the most
terrible teaching there is. Terrible, because you can throw away ninetynine percent of your life after
reading this. (But this one percent left is the best part). Here we go.
Do you have longings? I guess you do. But have you ever realized that you can only long for something
you already know??? I bet you didn’t. (See, that’s why you’re stupid, like I was.) But how else would you
long for something, if you didn’t know it?
So you know those somethings you long for.
And there starts the problem. Because there is something called ‘The Law of Attraction’. But nooooooo, I
don’t mean what you probably think. This is by far not some advertisement for some new booklet or
something about this Law. I’m going to tell you about the ultimate consequenses of that Law of Attraction
and those consequenses are terrible. That is, if you live the wrong way, which most of us do. That’s why I
also give you the way out of it.
But first, for the ones who’ve never heard of the Law of Attraction, I’ll explain in short what it’s supposed
to be. It’s supposed to be a system with which you can satisfy your longings the best way (they say). Just
visualize what you long for and visualize that you get it and visualize that you have it, and then let your
visualisations go (into the universe or whatever), and you’ll get it. (Visualizing is thinking in image
form.) And then this Law of Attraction attracts what you long for. It’s just magic, wich is the oldest trick
in the book. It’s been used before any book was written. (Hence I can’t advertise for a ‘new’ book about
it.) In the Bible, Marc 11-24, it’s called ‘praying’, but that was just a new name for magic. I am going to
tell you about the core of what I learned, (by experience), in my life about this Law of Attraction (short)
step by (short) step.
First I had all kind of troubles in my life. Very serious troubles, which brought me to the edge of suicide.
(I was so suicidal I could have killed myself. Sick joke, I know, forgive me.) And I hadn’t the faintest
ideas of how to solve those problems, hence the suicidethoughts.
But then, searching for a solution – I skip a lot of lesser important steps – I met some New-Age kind of
people who told me about some ‘Law of Attraction’, with wich I could solve my troubles, by getting what
I wanted. So I tried this Law and guess what: It worked. O yeah.
And those New-Agers also told me that I could get anything I longed for by using this Law.
Aàààààààànything. And that made me think nààààààààhh, would I? That claim made me suspicious. That
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looked too much like the Promised Land just falling into my lap. So that made me cautious in using that
Law and I started thinking about this claim that I could get àààààààànything I wanted. (The Bible, Marc
11-24, (and probably more places), by the way, says the same about praying… Anyway.) (See also one of
my ♦ till the end of my booklet.)
And one day, yeeeeears later, I was again thinking nààààààààhh about this getting àààààààànything I
wanted and suddenly I heard a voice in my head – yes, I’m one of those people, but anyway – and that
voice said: But you can’t long for something you don’t know. (Which meant I couldn’t get something I
didn’t know either by this Law of Attraction.)
And I thought: Huh? And I started thinking about the consequences of what that voice said, because it
was obviously true. First, because you can’t long for something you don’t know, because… you don’t
know it. And if you don’t know it, it means that you can’t long for it. And that meant that you can’t
visualize it, which is needed for the use of this Law of Attraction.
So first this claim about this Law that I could get àààààààànything I wanted by using this Law wasn’t true,
because I couldn’t get something I didn’t know. But what did this mean?
Apparently there were two realms of things. One realm about things I did know (and could get by
deliberately using this Law of Attraction) and one about things I didn’t know (and couldn’t get by
deliberately using the Law of Attraction, because I didn’t know how to apply the Law of Attraction in this
case). And thinking about the difference between those realms it was obvious that the realm of things I
didn’t know was wàààày larger, I said wàààààààààààààààày larger, then the realm of things I did know. In
fact the realm of the things I didn’t know was an infinite realm compared to the realm about things I did
know, which was an an almost nothing realm compared to the other one. If the last one could even be
called a realm, it better could be called a snippet. But I based my life so far on getting things from this
almost nothing realm, the realm of things I knew. So basically this way of living made me poor, very
poor, compared to this infinite realm of things I didn’t know and which I could get. (O yeah, you can get
things from this realm of things you don’t know, see furthermore.)
And then there is a gigantic thing this New-Agers are getting wrong and that is that you cannot
turn this LAW of Attraction on and off like you want it! Oh nooooooo, because it is… Gravity – law of
attraction – and you can’t turn gravity on or off like you just want it, randomly. (Step aside: That’s why
this problem also occurs on other planets, in the whole universe, in all the universes. So you better learn
now how to deal with it, before you incarnate on another planet and get the same issue. (And the chance
you incarnate on another planet grows day by day, because the chance you can incarnate on this one is
diminishing day by day. :((( ))
Remember: You use your thoughts to attract what you want by this Law of Attraction. So your thoughts
are subject to gravity.
And then, even when your thoughts are (still) subconscious, they are subject to gravity, like every grain of
sand there is. So, everything you think of, conscious or subconscious, is subject to gravity, The Law of
Attraction. So, as soon as something is a thought, it’s subject to gravity. That’s why meditation is aimed at
silencing your thoughts, so you can rise up to a higher realm. Well, your body can’t, but your mind, your
soul, can. (I think that’s why these geezers in India are sitting still, attempting to silence their mind in
meditation, so they can rise up, not bothered by thoughts anymore, thoughts that would pull them down.)
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Getting back to what I heard in my head: But you can’t long for something you don’t know. If you turn
that around, you get: You can only long for something you do already know. Which applies for all of your
longings. Yes ààààààààll of your longings. And then, what does that mean? It means that all we long for
is known, is old, because it’s based on the past, IT’S DEAD!
IT’S DEAD, you hear!!! All your longings are DEAD! (And mine too.)
Everything known, including our longings, is old, is dead. Nothing can change that! And it means that
satisfying our longings makes us end up in a pile of dead rubbish.
And that is basically the core of this teaching. In fact there is nothing more to add. (But I’ll do that
nevertheless.)
Of course this core of this teaching – that you can only long for something you already know, thus get
something you already know (by this Law of Attraction/ Gravity), thus get only old rubbish, dead things,
when you satisfy your longings – has a lot of consequences, so let’s talk about that. – – – – –
So, you can only long for something you already know. And you will always get that something, caused
by the Law of Attraction, which works all the time! These New-Agers think that they can turn this law on
and off like they want it and use it for their own benefit. And to a certain extend this is true, because you
can use this attraction to attract something you want. Oh yes you can. But you have to step a step further.
Because it’s the Law of Attraction, so it’s Gravity, which is the only attracting effect there is!!! And are
you able to switch Gravity on and off like you want it? Oh noooooo you aren’t. But what is the use of
getting what you long for, if it’s already old, dead??? It’s no use! Bummer.
And…. anything you think of attracts something alike anything you think of. Like gravity does. (Any
lump of mud in the universe attracts any other lump of mud. If you only think of material things, you’ll
only get material things (and you may start thinking that the world only consists of material things.) On
the other hand, if you only think of emotional or spiritual things you may start thinking that the world
only consists of those things…)
But since you can only long for things you already know, this Law of Attraction, Gravity, will also attract
only things you already know. And this goes for conscious thoughts as well as subconscious thoughts. (If
you suffer from depression, caused by ‘negative’ thoughts, you’ll get deeper into depression, because
you’ll attract thoughts alike. If you ‘suffer’ from happiness, caused by (fake) ‘positive’ thoughts, you’ll
get ‘deeper’ into (fake) happiness. Because this law of attraction, gravity attracts more of those thoughts.
(And you’ll wake up with a shock, when you find out that your ‘happiness’ is fake.)
But, I ask you: What it real??? So finding reality is very important! And you can find reality by using the
in chapter III written down affirmations. Feeling depressed, or feeling (fake) happy, is mostly caused by
the way you think. DON’T DO THAT! (Of course feeling depressed can also be caused by a real situation
like being bullied, raped or being a victim of war, but I don’t mean that.)
So, getting back to where I started, longing is a dead end, it’s a dead end street, it’s dead to begin with.
Because you can only long for something you already know. And because of that,
you’ll never find something NEW in your life by longing.
Because they, the longings, can only lead you (by this Law of Attraction, by Gravity), to something you
already know, to something old, to old rubbish, to something dead.
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All and all, you’ll end up in a pile of (old) rubbish, dead rubbish, if you keep thinking of what you long
for. So we are imprisoned in our thinking. And thinking wisely is a whole different ballgame, thinking
within the bounderies of real life, living life. (If real life, living life has bounderies, but I don’t think real
life, living life has bounderies.) But who is doing that, thinking wisely???????? Besides, is thinking
wisely even possible? Is thinking stupid the only thinking there is? (In the film “2b Perfectly Honest” it’s
said: “Too much thinking makes you stupid.” :)) The film itself was ‘mrmrmummum’, in my opinion, but
this remark made him funny.)
Is thinking, using the brain, utterly useless then? No, it isn’t. If you wanna repair your bike, go ahead.
And also this mini-booklet is a product of thinking, but thinking, also this kind of thinking, has nothing to
do with real life. Oh noo. I realize that all the time. Thinking about what real life is, is far from real life
itself.
And… thinking is the slowest form of being, if it would be a form of being. It’s a zillion times slower than
intuition, than spontaneity, because with thinking you are always later, way later, then real life, life in the
Now!
That wouldn’t be so bad if it would only concern you or me, but it concerns all of the eight billion beings
living on this planet. Everybody thinks, longs, leading to dead things, not realizing that. So there you
have the deeper cause of the environmental pollution. What we long for always ends up in a pile of
rubbish! And
All our piles of rubbish together form this environmental pollution we got in!!!
But there is a way to end this problem:
Stop longing.
And that is exactly what Buddha said, because
‘Nirvana’ means ‘Being free from longings.’
(Among similar things).
So by now you might think I am an idiot, advising you to stop longing. But Buddha wasn’t the only one
with teachings in the same direction.
And if you’ve stopped longing, in your mind there will be no objects, thoughts, anymore that attract the
things you are longing for. Get it? So it won’t attract old rubbish either, no dead things either.
(In very short: Longings are produced by you in the brain, the mind. That’s why ‘everybody’, which is the
people who knew, including the Bible, says that you shouldn’t use the brain, the mind, anymore to get
real life.)
(Writing above text (and in lesser terms the following text) brought quite often heavy tears into my eyes.
Although I may have invented this – NOT – I think the situation I describe is inescapable. And we are
probably too late to change our way of life, concerning the environment. We probably can’t change
ourselves fast enough to save the environment. Which is a package of bummers. (If I see people keep
driving their cars, flying planes and so on, I don’t see much difference.)
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And then, we’ve been living here for thirty thousand, maybe fifty, hundred thousand years. According to
the Wikipedia – donate the buggers, please – it’s two million years that we live on this planet and now…
we are going to die within fifty, maybe hundred years at the most?)
Chapter II, The Oldies:
Besides Buddha there is Lao Tse (Or Lao Zu or something), who said: “Wu wei”, which shouldn’t be
translated as just “not doing”, as so often is said, but as “not doing with a forethought”. So, don’t think
before you act, or, don’t act from your mind. Which means
‘Be spontaneous’.
So only spontaneous life is real life, life with thinking before you act, life from the mind, isn’t.
= = = = =
You could stop reading/listening here, because I talked about all the knowledge I wanna share with you.
Further on there are more or less quotes of ancient people or texts and in Chapter III there is a method of
how you’d work with special affirmations to get this knowledge into action. But first more of chapter II:
= = = = =
And then there is the Bible, which says: “Don’t pluck fruit from the Tree of Knowledge.” So the Bible
mimicked Lao Tse, because the ‘Tree of Knowledge’ is the brain, the mind. You die, if you pluck fruit
from the Tree of Knowledge, and eat it. Instead you should pluck fruit from the Tree of Life, and eat it,
and doing that brings you life. And the Tree of Life gives spontaneous living, (I suppose), living in the
Here and Now, by using your intuition, instead of your brain.
And there was Jesus, who said: “Let the children come to me.” And he said that, because children don’t
have a past they tend to depend on, like addults do. So children live spontaneously.
And there is another thing in the Bible, Psalm 23, which says: “The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not
want.” But what does that “I shall not want” mean? Well, it means that the Lord, ‘God’, gives us
everything we want, before we could even ask for it. That’s why you don’t have to want (something)
yourself anymore, because everything is there already – it’s in the Now.)
Besides, why want, long for, things, if these things are things we already know, things from the past. So
why long for known things, for old things, for dead things, if ‘God’ already gave us living things (in the
Now)? Life, real life is what He gave us. Ahem, is what He is giving us. ‘God’ gives us real life, what we
create (in our simulation) is dead life.
And there is Lot’s wife, from the story in the Bible about Sodom and Gomorra. Although God told them
not to look back to Sodom and Gomorra when they had to flee from it, Lot’s wife nevertheless did. And
then she turned into a salt pillar, like God said, being dead that is. So, looking into the past, and being
attached to it, kills you. – – – – –
Then there is the magical mirror, often talked about in fairy tales. I use this ‘magical mirror’ as a
metaphor to explain my story. Because in a mirror, you can only look backwards, so you can only see the
past, litterally. (Of course you do this in your mind, by remembering, (which is looking backwards),
instead of a mirror. Anyway, this is a metaphor.)
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Stepping through that mirror – don’t take this litterally, but this is the magical part – meaning stepping
through your past (imaginairy), brings you beyond that mirror in the realm of the New. (Which you can’t
see (and live) in advance while you are still standing in front of the mirror.) And that new world is your
New World, beyond the mirror, after leaving your past in front of it behind. And real life, spontaneous
life, is always New.
This mirror tale is my favourite metaphor to describe the situation I’m talking about (which is the
situation we live in mostly): 1. In front of this mirror is the realm of the past, which you can see in the
mirror, reflected by the mirror, (and by looking backwards, also in your mind). (The (magical) mirror
itself is a surprising element in your so called ‘real’ world, based on your past.) 2. The mirror itself is in
the Here, in the Now. 3. And Beyond the mirror lies the realm of the New, in which you live when you are
living spontaneously, stripped from your past. And in which you live, if you’ve stepped through your
mirror, stepped through your past, leaving your past behind. This way the mirror is a magical portal to
this new world. But…
it’s a metaphor… Your real past is formed by the things you remember, the things you just see in your
mind. They don’t exist anywhere else. They also don’t exist anymore outside of your mind, because…
they’ve past… They certainly don’t exist in real life. Don’t cling to them, or you’ll pull yourself out of
real life! (By the way, remembering isn’t always a bad thing. When you remember something which has
been painful to you, like a hot stove, well, it could be useful to remember that…)
And, of course, for the ones who (don’t yet) understand, the Tree of Knowledge (Bible) grows in front of
the magical mirror and the Tree of Life (also Bible, same chapter) grows on the other side, beyond the
magical mirror.
Or, said in another way: As long as you ‘live’ in front of the mirror, depending on the past, you’re dead.
And once you live beyond the mirror, you are alive.
I think something must have gone terribly wrong. Because as children we live spontaneously (said Jesus).
And the more adult we got, the more dead we got… :(( But why?
So, we just have to open ourselves up to the New, which we don’t know…
Maybe I should refrase this:
So, we just have to open ourselves up to the Now, which we don’t know…– – – – –
And then there is the story of Pandora’s box, which is a metaphor for the mind (and what kind of gigantic
rubbish comes out of it if you open it. Dis-eases and so on). And we, we in our world, are living out of
Pandora’s box, using our mind, opening Pandora’s box, creating our simulation, creating our rubbish. And
it seems that the hope is also coming out of it. It’s possible, because the hope is also a fantasy. It’s not
real. It’s a product ot the mind. – – – – –
And then we had quite recently Joseph Campbell, who said: “Follow your bliss” (instead of your mind,
although I don’t remember if he added that). And your bliss is of course your living you. – – – –
I conclude with the teaching of Plato and what he meant with living in and out of the cave. I think he
meant US with the people living in the cave, looking backwards (to the past), seeing ‘shadows’, which are
just our own thoughtforms we have concerning the past, I think. The other person, or persons, went out of
the cave into the source of the light that caused these ‘shadows’ and found out that this light itself is real
life.
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But I finish with him, because he might have given us a describtion of the so called ‘Simulation’, which
quite a lot – ahem – of people are talking about these days. And it’s my conviction that we create our
simulation in our mind, based on the thoughtforms we create, based on the past; the ‘shadows’ on the wall
in the cave.
So we create our own simulation by living in the past, not in reality. And if you create such a simulation,
you are also dead, because the past is dead. In fact we are imprisoned by our own thoughts. And in stead
of (prefabricated) thinking, we should just live spontaneously – Lao Tse. That’s why, I assume, Plato
invented this cage (and getting out) as a metaphor for our simulated situation. Other words for
‘simulation’ are: surrogate (life), or imitation (of the past), although the general meaning is somewhat
different. (See also the ♦ near the end about emotions.)
But why do we keep clinging to the past? I guess it’s out of fear, fear for the future, fear for the unknown.
I assume thát’s why we do that. Because the past is known (thus it’s safe) and the future isn’t. That’s why
the past feels safe and that’s why we keep clinging to it, even when this past is terrible.
But as Jesus said, Luke 9:62, – I’m no Bibler, by the way – “No man, having put his hand to the
plow/plough and looking back, is fit for the Kingdom of God.” That’s why we make such a mess of our
present, our Kingdom of God*, looking backwards (to the dead past) all the time. Because what we long
for is based on the past, it’s dead. It brings pollution, spiritual as well as material. That’s why we are
dying in our present. In fact we have to learn how to live without thinking, to live clean. Well, maybe we
can think, but we have to be vèèèèèrrrry careful with it, and always being aware of the difference between
dead life and real life, because basically thinking is dead and brings death. I’m sure you can find this
essence all over in the Bible, because: THIS IS IT. (Never mind Michael Jackson.)
And of course, “the Kingdom of God” is real life…
There are probably more oldies, giving us teachings in this direction, but I leave it right here. – – – – –
Not a metaphor, but a more or less an example from real life itself are clouds. A cloud is never the same,
it always changes. It changes in the Now. While we are trying to stay the same, all the time. Or ‘improve’
our life. Clouds don’t do that. Well, where I say we try to stay ‘the same’ or ‘improve’ our life, I mean we
try to keep controlling our life, keep the simulation we create(d), not disturbed by nature or, in the case of
clouds, the wind. So clouds live real life. – – – – –
An example (among many others) of the simulation we made is artificial light. It’s an imitation, a
simulation of sunlight. And oooooooo how much it costs to generate that (artificial) light. To start in our
own wallet, and then worldwide I mean.
And the simulation in general is proved by the fact that we are not capable to create something alive. Not
even an atom. All the things we create are dead. – – – – –
The claims from the Oldies I put down in above text are found (by long searching) on the internet,
combined with my own thinking.
Chapter III, the work
to be done to get a spontaneous lifestyle, using the most essential affirmations.
And then, to bring this just told knowledge into practise, there is the use of special selected affirmations.
I’m a huge fan of affirmations. First I am giving you one example of how to use them, concerning this
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knowledge. It’s the most important one. If you want a (more) spontaneous life, you have to go live a
(more) spontaneous life. To do that say next affirmation out loud a couple of times in your mind, or just
out loud, or write it down a couple of times. But keep in mind that writing or saying the affirmation isn’t
real life yet, that comes after you’ve done it. This is the one:
‘I live spontaneously.’
Not ‘I am going to live spontaneously.’, because future is eternal and can be far away and then there is a
chance it’s not going to happen. Write affirmations always in the Now, if you wanna do that yourself,
then the effect is going to happen.
And never use affirmations to fix something*. It can be done, but they are also something from the mind,
they represent a longing, if you wanna fix something, a longing, which is dead. The worst affirmation is:
‘I am happy.’ It could be a lie if you’re not happy and then you’ll end up in a world of fake happiness.
(See also nr. 5.) Only use affirmations with a neutral content, is my advise, like the ones I give you.
- For help with fixing your bike or something, it’s allright.
Affirmations are a technique that works conform the Law of Attraction. In short: you write, as I said in
the now, down in a short sentence what you want to achieve and then you’ll get it. The shorter they are,
the better. (Don’t write down what you don’t want, because you might just get that! The universe doesn’t
think in denials.)
The essential ones, concerning this subject are:
1: I am.
Explanation:
I think this one is the best to get you Here, in the Now, Present. To get you in Real Life. Besides that, it
really makes you feel who you are, (although you’ll never know who you are. See also one of the ♦
furtheron.
Or 1b: I am who I am.
Or 1c: I am the one I am.
Or 1d: I am the one that I am.
Explanation: these three, b, c, and d are just extended versions of nr. 1.
Note that these affirmations don’t have a fixed content, although it seems like it. In fact you wouldn’t
know what they mean, as ‘who I am’ (then), after said or written ‘I am’, but they make who you are
stronger. They affirm who you are, so to speak, but you don’t even know who you are, that’s the secret. 🙂
The following ones work more or less the same way.
2: I am Here.
Explanation: Here is where real life is. But you don’t know what ‘Here’ is in advance. You can only feel it
(with your intuition), when what is Here, when it’s there. 🙂 So this one is also open. You could ask
yourself: what does it mean to be Here? Well, you don’t know, because you’ll never know (in advance)
what being Here, being in real life, means. You only know it, when it’s there, ehh, here. Well, it’s always
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there, but you’ll only know it, feel it, when you are in it. You can’t know it in advance. The content of this
affirmation, the meaning, discloses itself after you used this affirmation. Same like the others.) (I prefer
‘Here’ above ‘Now’, because ‘Now’ can also be on Mars or wherever.
Or 2b: I am present.
I got this one quite recently from an NDE-video and the guy was very enthousiastic about it. And of
course, because it gets you in real life also, because real life is present and only present.
2c: I feel my body.
Explanation: Your body is the only part of you which is fully Here, in real life. Feeling it, making contact
with it, makes you being in real life.) (I think the cause of illness is when you don’t feel your body
enough and you aren’t Here enough.) (Your soul isn’t totally connected to your body, well it is, but ‘he’
can also wander about some place else. While you’re asleep for instance. Which goes even stronger for
your spirit.) (If you want to go deeper into this, I advise you to go study what Theosophists teach about it.
2d: I listen to my body.
Explanation: Once you feel your body, you should also listen to it. Because, say, you have an illness
lurking somewhere in your body, you get sooner aware of that. Also when you are tired, say a starting
burn-out, which you did you not yet realize, you’ll get sooner aware of that. (Repressed tiredness gives
illnesses a better chance.
3: I am spontaneous.
3b: I live spontaneously.
3c: I act spontaneously.
Explanation: This is the essence of real life in three forms. Following Lao Tse here. (I hope the guy agrees
with me…)
4: I do what I feel like.
(Whatever that is.)
Explanation: What you feel like is something different than what’s in your mind. What you feel like is
Here, in real life. What you feel like is always before, earlier than, what you think of, which isn’t real life.
4b: I do what I want, if I feel like.
Explanation: Making nr. 4 stronger. Using ‘if I feel like’ as the term for doing what you want.
4c: I do the things I wanna do, if I feel like.
Explanation: Making nr. 4 even more stronger.
5: I make myself feel good.
Explanation: Don’t say: ‘I feel good’, because that might not be the case and then you are just lying to
yourself, (for which affirmations are used far to often.) ‘I make myself feel good.’ is affirming the action
to reach that goal.
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6: I am free from my thoughts.
Explanation: Although there are many theories and (meditation)-techniques that value thoughts as
negative, I don’t think that way. Thoughts have their own value, but you should not use them to intervene
in real life, (as Lao Tse said), or/and to make a simulation with them. Besides (I), a thought always comes
later than reality – it’s always contemplative – and is therefore not part of real life and that’s why you
shouldn’t mix them up with real life.
Besides (II), thoughts, which comes after reality, are of great influence on your emotions, which, in that
case, occur also after real life and that situation would make emotions also, ehh, old, dead. (In the with a
♦ marked note furtheron this booklet I go a bit deeper into the subject of emotions, which I didn’t do so
far.) (Well, anyway, that’s why you have to know that thoughts are created by you so they are always
later then real life and that they are not part of real life. That’s why you always have to be free from them,
because otherwise they will pull you out of real life. (Basically you are free from them, only we don’t
realize that mostly.) See also next one.
7: I think realistically.
Explanation: When you think realistically, you are almost IN reality, IN real life. I said almost… Besides,
(I), it’s very important to think realistically, otherwise you might get estranged from reality. Besides (II),
thoughts are of great influence on your emotions. That’s why you have to think realistically otherwise you
could end up in strange realms, emotionally spoken.) (For instance, depression is for a great deal caused
by irrealistically thinking, negatively that is. Even positive irrealistically thinking could end up in
depression, soon as you find out it isn’t real…)
8: I let my thoughts flow freely.
8b: I let my thoughts go their own way.
Explanation: The source of your thouths is not you, it’s something that happens in your brain (which you
shoudn’t use to live spontaneously).
(You could leave 6, 6b, 7 and 7b out, because they work with the brain. But since your thoughts influence
your mood quite a lot, it’s important to let them go their own way to understand them better. And…
thoughts often have a deeper source, deeper than you consciously know.)
9: I feel like I feel.
Explanation: How you feel (like) is Here, it’s part of real life. Feelings can’t be somewhere else. But… it
can be that you’ve changed your feelings surrogately (by false, irrealistically thinking). Then this
affirmation brings you back to what you really feel, to real life.
10: I go on with my (own) life.
(You can choose to leave ‘own’ out or keep it in.)
Explanation: Since you probably live part of your life simulated, your life is also part of the simulation.
You probably live a lot of things that don’t belong to you, the real you, in real life. Going on with your
(own) life, your real (own) life, separated from the fake simulation parts, is therefore very important. You
probably live part of your life simulated, in distinction from the real part of your life. Going on with your
(own) real part is what I’m talking about.
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Those nine (and the b’s to d’s) are the ones you need to step this theory up from theory into practice. And
from theory into real life. You don’t have to use them at all, or just chose the ones that fit you best. Of
course you can keep it to the theory, but if you really want to change your life, if you feel the need to, it
needs work. And using these affirmations is the work I mean. (Of course you can just let go of your
longings and live just spontaneously, but you might need something to support that. And these
affirmations do that.) (And – haven’t I said that already? Anyway – the affirmations aren’t real life on
their own. They are sort of preparation. Real life comes after you used them.
Closing word(s).
♦ About the difference between dead life and real life.
Well, dead life is prefabricated in your mind, it’s an invented life, which comes far after the Now and isn’t
Here. It’s the Simulation, build on dead longings, build on the past. And real life is spontaneous life,
which can only be lived in the Present, the real present, in the Now, in Here. So this life we live in our
culture is for the most part a made-up life, a simulation, this is not a spontaneous life, which real life is.
♦ Then some thoughts about what causes suicide.
There are a lot of common thoughts about what causes suicide. Depression, things that happen in one’s
life that cause depression and so on. And I am not saying that those reasons are not valid, but I think the
core, lying underneath this depressed feelings, is the (subconscious) awareness that this life we live in our
culture is not real. And instead of dealing with it, because you always live on, and finding their purpose in
this life, they end this life, which they experience as dead to begin with. (And they are right!)
♦ In the explanation of nr. 6 I already started babbling about emotions. The question rose in my mind:
‘When do emotions actually occur?’ In fact, since you create your thoughts, you create (at least) part of
your emotions, as a follow-up of your thoughts. Or do we create all of our emotions, based on this unreal
part of our life, our thoughts. So our emotions are at least partly unreal. Or are all of our emotions unreal?
(The connection between thoughts and emotions should be studied a lot more, but I am not going to do
that.) (Only this: It would be a huge step if we could conclude that emotions, which make us feel so alive
normally, are just reactions on EVENTS in real life and are therefore not part of real life itself. The
second reaction on those events, because our thoughts are the first. And then these thoughts cause the
emotions.
For example: when do emotions start to pop-up. Is that Here, in the Now or later, not Here (anymore) and
after the Now? When it’s later, then they are also old, dead, like the old and dead longings.
If, I said ‘if’, they pop up Here, in the now, then they are alive, because they are real. But are there
emotions that pop up Here, in the Now, or do they always pop up later, as a reaction??? And are therefore
old, dead??? And, they, the emotions, are quite often based on the past. Well, here we go! A past where we
are thinking of. Sigh. Anyway.)
♦ Then some thoughts about God.
First ‘God’ is an old Persian word, from ± 600 BC. It means ‘That what cannot be known’. So whatsoever
I (or who else) wanna say about God, pretending we know something about God, is in fact blasphemy.
Because what can we know about ‘Him’, the one that cannot be known. Anyway.
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My share of this blasphemy is this: I think ‘God’ invented gravity to keep us in line. If we’d use it,
gravity, too much to satisfy our longings, consciously, sub- or unconsciously, we would eventually end up
in piles of rubbish, like we (or who else in the universe) are doing now. And these piles of rubbish are
going to make us turn around, if we get aware of the situation in time.
♦ Then a bit about the use of words.
I thought about the use of words a couple of years ago. They are, wether you like it or not, created in the
brain. (They are sounds representing visualisations.) That’s why using words could keep you out of real
life as well. This is a far going thought, I know, but this might be the reason that some groups of monks
and nuns are living in silence. (Although they should keep their Bibles closed as well, which they don’t.)
And this meditating geezers in India as well, silent all the time. I just tell you this to make you think about
it.
♦ From theory to present times: It’s not that we are going to die, no, we are already dying. And we are
already dying, because we seem not to be able to change our style of life. Already eighty percent of the
animals have already died on this planet. (News from mid ‘23.) I just ask myself: When will we be next.
But, since we are dying, the only thing left to do is be generous and peaceful to eachother till the end is
really there.
♦ Besides, what they promise you about the Law of Attraction and praying “that you can get whatever
you want with it” is the same as what the devil promises you in exchange for your soul… Is this proof
that the devil has wriggled his foot, ehh, paw, into the door of the Bible? (Marc 11-24) And if you see
your soul as the one who is living real life, then you might be right…
♦ And I once read in the book ‘Karma Cola’ a teacher speak, who said: “If you wanna live in the Now,
you have to forget all your remorses and also have to forget your hope, because they are not part of the
Now.” It came as a shock to me, but it felt like a relief that I could drop my hopes also, because they are
also fantasies. (Coming out of Pandora’s box.)
Final text
This text (nr. II, for a video, I hope) is meant as a warning to the world. If we want to live on, we will
drastically have to change our way of living. Diminish wealth; diminish use – better said ‘waste’ – of
energy; diminish growth of population, diminish use of cars and airplanes, and so on. But I think we are
way to late. This excessive use of our brain has grown way to far. We started about ten to thirty thousand
years ago with it – a guess of mine – out of which the simulation grew. A simulation on which we are
very hooked by now. And now WE ARE DYING! We are not going to die, no, WE ARE DYING. Well,
we reproduce all the time, but in fact that is proof of our death. What we call ‘life’ today is just a prelude
of our death, which has already started. :(((((
But us dying is probably the best thing there is for this planet. At least the way we live right now. Because
we are the worst plague as there can be for nature of this planet at this moment, the worst plague for the
environment. And this all is caused by chasing our dead longings. And by our stupidity (not knowing our
longings are dead). I’m so sorry that I have to say this, but I fear it is true. When we are gone, nature can
rebalance itself, and it will. So maybe I’d better keep my mouth shut… But hey, I am also human and I
wanted to tell you this. You, other humans.
The difference between dead life and real life 25
P.S.: From the film “GIRL FROM THE FUTURE”, therein is been said: “but remember, you’ll never
have a future, if you cling too hard to the past.” It’s quite a good picture about a girl that escapes the now,
helped by Quantum Physics. It’s quite hard to follow, but step by step it gets clearer.
P.S. II: And a friend said that she considered this text a piece of my personal opinion. But I am not
interested in my personal opinion. Who needs it? I’m only interested in something if it’s true. Besides,
suppose I told her that the mount Everest is the highest mountain. Would that be true or would that be my
personal opinion? So I consider this text to be true, otherwise I wouldn’t have written it for you.
Especially the short-short-short part in the beginning, which popped up as the latest. I can’t get around it.
I tried it a thousand times. I tried to avoid it, because it is so terrible, but it’s true. You might not believe
it, but that’s up to you. And the consequences of not believing it are also yours and of your neighbour
human beings.
PS III. I just (April 9 2025) saw an NDE that said: “Everything is alive.”, where he ended up. Opposed to
the dead world we create, is what I say.
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PS IV: By the way – pop up thought february 4 2025 – we totally don’t know who or what we are. Totally
not. All about that is an illusion. It’s impossible to know who or what you are. You should know your
beginning, but we don’t. We stumble on from A to B, where A isn’t even the beginning – better said is:
from Q to X – and then we go on and on and on and on and… We can just live and that’s it.
Understanding it? Oh nooooo. Fact is that we are the most stupid animal there is.
Even ‘God’ doesn’t know who he, ehh, He, is. And oh yeay, there is a God, there is one (at least one).
Would ‘God’ know His or Hers beginning? I doubt it.
As soon as you think you know (who you are or whatever), you are stepping out of real life. Because then
you are stepping into the realm of your thoughts. And your thoughts aren’t real life.
PS V: Vinnie, Jeff Beck’s drummer once said: “Thought is the enemy of flow.”
[[ ♦ Maybe it is so that we created our minds. Because our mind is the best way to escape from real life.
We probably were trying to do that all the time. ]]
[[ ♦ The other day I had a moment that I was without thoughts. And I felt the beauty of it. And then I
thougt how beautiful that was and then the beautifulness was gone. ]]
This is my final thought.
Bye and good luck with your life,
Ronald de Groote.